Here I am again.

The title "2007 is a fresh start of my life", huhhh, I giggled. Today is May 24th 2013. It's been six years. And I still think I'm at the same spot, or even a few tiles behind. How's life? ..... Still in school, and better of a news is I'm at nursing school, UTHealth. Doesn't mean much really, if I don't get what I wanted, the gains I've  been wanting but still difficult to gain. A lot of things are still missing in life, time, money, knowledge, understandings and loves, more importantly, a CHANGE. But how? I dunno. Perhaps it's because I still dunno what I want to become. No. I do, it's a person even myself love, an adorable person. But it's just so hard to always keep that mirror in front of myself. How so? Because of my tiredness, my lack of motivation? a lack of moving on. A lack of knowing what's going on around myself, yes, a lack of knowing. Maybe I should get to know things, good or bad. I need that curiosity again, that "whatever, I do my own thing" maybe has to go. Let's try it out :) ...