Some thoguhts

So I was browsing the webs since 9 in the morning when I should'd be reading the psych text and doing gero assignment. There're always this and that to be done before I can set my mind on the REAL works.

So basically what I had been doing the whole morning was browsing fb like fb will vanish from the world tomorrow, and looking for a NEW NAME! After hours of searching, I ran into Kae, Kada, Aena, and serial others. Kada means resembling small dragon, Kae means Sea and Aena means bird. I like these names, at least at this present moment, better than my current one. But I still controlled myself from changing my name on fb. I'm such a labile person that even myself, who knows ME too well, can't trust not regretting what I'm about to do publicly. Let's hold it for a week or a year, before I create a buzz from my friends.

Secondly, I need to mark this down >>>> I want a (or plural) tattoo(s) !!

Oh! and a jaw job. Almost forgot half of this morning's time was spent on browsing plastic surgery sites. Ok, to be continue...

I really need to do some research on the mortality rate for riding a motorcycle. As I've known so far, the only statistically proven information I've got was from my Research Professor Dr. Wood during her 1st lecture at uthealth. She said, hospital error induced death rate is higher than motorcycle accident death. OK, so going to a hospital is even more dangerous than riding a bike, but hold on! You risk your life to go to the hospital to get cures, it's a win or lost situation, but for riding bikes, you are risking your life (or losing an arm or a leg) to get what in return? Some Texas sunshine and free cologne from microorganisms happily and rapidly reproducing on your apocrine-flourished bodily hairs? I don't know boy. I would feel darn good to get on a bike and get on with the winds, ahhhhh. I guess yes! I will still keep you on my waiting list !!! ;) 

Here I am again.

The title "2007 is a fresh start of my life", huhhh, I giggled. Today is May 24th 2013. It's been six years. And I still think I'm at the same spot, or even a few tiles behind. How's life? ..... Still in school, and better of a news is I'm at nursing school, UTHealth. Doesn't mean much really, if I don't get what I wanted, the gains I've  been wanting but still difficult to gain. A lot of things are still missing in life, time, money, knowledge, understandings and loves, more importantly, a CHANGE. But how? I dunno. Perhaps it's because I still dunno what I want to become. No. I do, it's a person even myself love, an adorable person. But it's just so hard to always keep that mirror in front of myself. How so? Because of my tiredness, my lack of motivation? a lack of moving on. A lack of knowing what's going on around myself, yes, a lack of knowing. Maybe I should get to know things, good or bad. I need that curiosity again, that "whatever, I do my own thing" maybe has to go. Let's try it out :) ...